Thursday, July 30, 2009

30th July (afternoon)

Afternoon my mood get better, I start to chat with her again... two different person from the morning... I tried very hard not to talk to her or see her in the morning but I just can't bear it... Whenever she wanted me to give up, I find I had sunk deeper and more determined to win her over... Tuesday night, she had told me that how can a guy be without ambition, everyday just counting the days to pay day.. I am different from them.. Without clearing the issue between her and me, I will not shift my focus back to career... Going after her is like journey to the west, full of obstacles and patience is needed to brave through all the obstacles before getting the sutra... I believe I will success one day...

Evening time stay back at the office again.. I find it funny, this time round, don't know how this job become under my care... but my mood seem good, even she didn't stay back... don't know why... my head keep thinking what stupid excuses she trying to make me give up.. every excuse she give is just exposing her how she is not confident of her current relationship.. I can give her reasons why she should break... The best reason, I am definitely better in the way of treating her.. But if in terms of breaking heart and commit "offence", he is surely better than me....

Now I just waiting for her to online and start our "debate"...

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
How you got me blind is still a mystery
I cant get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
As Long As You Love Me

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