15th July

First day back to work.. seem like quite a long break when it is only 7 days... Whole morning busy clearing email and outstanding work.. But it is better than reservist...

Finally got the chance to lunch with her again.. Maybe our conversation has bored her, she seem rather quiet and bored throughout the whole lunch... wanted to change topic so she can involve, but I failed to do so... :( After lunch, as usual, we go walk walk and while waiting for my shift engineer to queue for some phone enquires, me and her sit down there and watch tvb drama.. I really hope this can last forever, sharing our view on the drama and occasionally, seeing her getting over excited over the drama... But happy times don't last, soon we are back to office..

Not long after, is time to knock off and again can go walk walk with her. We decided to walk to Marina Square for dinner.. Along the way, we passed by Mango shop, I guessed she will go in to take a look after dinner and I am correct. Wanted to accompany her to go in but as my shift engineer is around, I don't want her to feel awkward, so I waited outside for her. Then we go for a drink at Suntec.. All the while she just listened to our conversation.. I wanted to talk to her but guessed she doesn't want "others" to be suspicious, so I just have to carry on the conversation... Then her phone ring, first thought is that "someone" call her, then ask her if she want to go somewhere.. My heart is like suspending in the air.. Then luckily she reject... My mood lighten up but dampen again when I saw her look tired and trying to "endure" through the night... Throughout the whole night, I tried to hold back in many instances just not to arouse any suspicion...

Maybe is fate.. suddenly the next few weekends is full of maintenance works.. does that mean we will have more time together?
"是你在那个雨季冲进我生命 带着一点任信和迷人的表情
是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂 温暖的笑容还我仅有的坚定
天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运 还是不可思议
身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻得可以 还不是因为你

是你的声音 带给我勇气
恋爱的频率 直到我心底
如果你愿意 是的我愿意
爱在我幸福的主旋律"
愛的主旋律