6th July

1st day of reservist.. full of waiting and listening to boring briefing... time seem to pass slowly... maybe I too used to stay in office for some reason... all along I hate reservist, especially during this period of time... haiz... Tomorrow will be a "tough" day as I am going for route march with full battle order... But thinking after that march, it will be a day nearer to see her again, so I think enduring through it will not be a big problem..

My office has a "legendary curse". Whenever "new" or covering duty personnel comes, there sure got some unlucky incident happened. Today both me and my site manager is not in office, so I hope it will be a peaceful day, if not she will be very busy. I think my wish had come true and today went past without major hiccups. I was gratified.

Human is contradicting, at one moment, I wish that day will come sooner, at another moment, I hope that day don't come as I afraid the outcome is not what I had expected. But no point running from reality, what will come, will come..
"I'm not really sure of the words to say
If only you knew that I feel this way
I wanna give my heart to you
Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there's a place for us
I'm counting the days 'till I feel your touch
You come to me when I dream at night
When I'm with you, it will be so right

If you can see the love in my eyes
You should know that I'm on your side
I'll be yours, you'll be mine"
What Will I Do