23rd July

A packed day today. Helping her to do all the keypress and finally it had completed. Today is also the first time I let my personal feeling into my work when we are chatting over the office chatting system. I told her for her only, I will help and cover her duty...

After last night long msn chat, I seem to know more about her relationship but also unsure of what holding her back at the same time. She told me to give up for a "cannot tell" reason. She say I will not be able to accept her "flaws". But the thing I like in her is not her appearance only. A relationship is full of give and take. I hope my action and feeling will let her know that I am not those superficial type and I am able to accept her "flaws". No one is perfect including me. Love is not only words but also action. I will let my action, care and concern do the talking. No point saying so much. Or act remorseful after doing something that shouldn't happen in the first place. "一次不忠，百次不容". She can give that "vase breaker" chances, tolerate all his nonsenses and let him be away for half a year but can't give me a chance. Is this fair to me? How do she expect me to admit defeat and give up?
"就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
你这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你 付出我所有"
让我欢喜让我忧