14th July

What should I say? Today is the last day of reservist and also the clocking of 4th high key in camp training.. But more happy is I can see her again daily from tomorrow onwards.. to add up my happiness, tomorrow we are going out for dinner even though there is someone else joining... Waiting to go out with her make me become a small kid waiting for excursion.. Where has the usual me that can command a power shutdown goes to?? I think only she has the ability to make my usual self disappear...

To conclude, this reservist is the most relax as compared to all my previous but as usual, the waiting for next thing to happen is what I hate.. Luckily, her sms had support me through the period.. I think the longest waiting that I had without getting frustrated is to wait for her during weekends...
"忘了怎么开始
也许就对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真很简单

爱地暗天黑都已无所谓
非非无法抉择
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂人我 喔～

I LOVE YOU 无法不爱着你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快乐 只要能一起 做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停 用最真诚心 让爱变简单"
爱很简单

I agree a relationship consists of many factors. Is true that unhappy might not end up in giving up but maybe if we do it in a more "logical" way, list out all the affecting factors and analysis which factors fail to make the mark, it might help one more easy to make the decision. If the relationship is giving the person more trouble than happiness, why don't just face the short term pain rather than the long term "torturing".. It might benefit both parties in the long run..

My preception: whatever matters that concern love, it is better not to deceive oneself, because eventually you might not be the only one that get hurt or regret, surrounding people might also be hurt in the process.. Be fair to oneself and follow your heart.. it might lead you the wrong way but at least you had tried before and will not regret as much...