2nd July

When she saw the breakfast that I had packet for her, she was a bit surprise as she had not eaten it for a long time. This is also the reason why I bought puttu mayam. Does she know that everything she said, I will remember it? I don't mind packet anything for her even though it require me to queue or walk some distance to buy. As long as I can see her enjoyed the food, I will be happy.

I noticed her that she don't seem to be herself today and she told me she feel a bit sick. The care and concern I showed seem to be over of what a normal colleague should have shown. Does she feel that also?

Indirectly I asked her if she is an easily touched person and she said yes. Will she feel touched when she saw this blog?
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
Love Me

From tomorrow onwards, there will be some ongoing works through the weekend. I took the chance and asked her what her plans for the weekend. She told me she got a graduation dinner on sat and she need to leave by 5.30pm and sun, she will be free. Don't want to let the chances slip again, I quickly make appointment to dine with her tomorrow and for sunday, I still haven't got any plans yet. If she agreed, I will "fulfill" her wishes again by accompanying her to the places she liked to go to.

Come to think of it, this week she and her boyfriend doesn't have a chance to meet. Does that mean their relationship is on the rock? I ask her if she had watch the movie "transformer" already, her answer is no. I just want to tell her that she deserved to be treated better. Her boyfriend don't seem to understand her well or cherish her. All those places, food, movies that she liked, he failed to do anything. I wonder how they managed to maintain the relationship for 2 years with everyday just a few sms or phone calls. I also noticed she don't like to mention her boyfriend during normal conversation or put their photo on handphone, facebook, etc. Why is it like this? I curious to find out...

At least from our normal conversation, I know what she liked and tried to fulfill her "wishes" and give her surprises just like this morning. Although it is just a breakfast, but I think is the thought that matters. With her, I always tried to crack some joke, so she will laughed which in turn I will feel happy also. No matter what, a gal still need to be pamper... I promise I will try to let you be a blissful little gal.... You are the only person that can let me drop my guard since the first day I stepped into the working environment..
"Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?"
Eternal Flame