27th July

Regarding work, I usually full of confidence even when challenging with superior.. But when facing her, my confidence gone down to zero.... A slight "movement" will make me feel insecure.. Just like today, when someone ask her why she only lunch with me alone, I scared that will affect her and shaken her decision... I hope she will not be "shaken" so easily and give in to those "pressure" or others "saying"...

I can understand why she still like him, no matter what, it is still a 2 years relationship.. how will she be able to give it up just overnight? I hope time will fade her feelings for him and replaced it with mine... But she must also learn to slowly let go... Maybe decrease the frequency of contacting with him such as sms, call, meet with him, etc.. I think slowly he will know the meaning and resulted in a peaceful break up... I hope she will summon her "勇气" and work towards it... I will try my very best not to let her regret the decision she made.. I will not repeat his mistake as she is the only girl I will think of... giving her all I can, happiness, blissfulness... sharing with her everything... not letting her to shed a tear of sadness for me... Will she give me a chance to do that?
终于作了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定 我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易 我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里 你的真心

如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你
勇气