4th July

I finally understand why love is blind cos today I clock another silly action, waiting for her to come and go off together. Actually I can go off at 12 but I know she coming in the afternoon, then I hang around till she come and help her with asset inventory. In the process, I feel like fall in love. I help her count asset and she record. To be exact, not only during that moment, is since then till just now, when we sms each other.. Our sms is just like couple bickering... How come I feeling like falling in love? Does she feel the same also?
"Wise man say
only fools rush in.
But I can't help
falling in love with you.

Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
If I can't help
falling in love with you."
Can't Help Falling in Love

I often teased her as muddlehead as she is quite forgetful at times and I wish I got the chance to stay by her side and constantly reminding her. Tired is what she always "complained". Actually I don't mind providing support to her, lessen her workload and watch drama with her, so at the same time, she can watch her favorite drama and relax and not tiring herself by going out to have the enjoyment of been loved..
"For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all"
Because You Loved Me

I think I slowly supervising more and more cleaning job as what my security concierge had asked me why. Just like today, I go and check the meeting room chairs, diffuser, white board, etc and ask the cleaner to go and clean them. By doing this, I not stepping over her work scope but trying to let the cleaning team know that what she everyday doing is not trying to find fault with them but to improve their standard... Another way, I can be the "bad" man for her.... haha.. But I think because they know me long enough and my way of working, they will not find my "instruction" as demanding and will do "willingly"...

She asked me a few times if I am going back to office tomorrow. By the time she read this, she should have guess the answer.. The answer is since she not going back, I most probably will not be going back either..."

I think today I had the longest sms conversation with her... Another record!!! hahaha...