28th July

Stay back inside office till almost 9.. as usual, I am not required to stay but I do it just to accompany her or cover for her if needed... She had a backache today.. wanted her to go back early to rest but she insist on staying... it is because I am staying also??

Receive an offer from my vendor today.. They are going to tender for a site and required experienced personnel to station there... If I were to go over, I might be leading the FM team there with another guy... but nothing seem to attract me except her.. she is just too important to me and I can't bear to leave her... so I decided to reject their offer for the second time...

Alcohol seem to become my companion for the past two nights.. will there be a third time and so on? Alcohol cannot help to solve any troubles but it can help to forget troubles for that moment... Maybe after drinking, I can really don't think too much... How long do I still need to wait? Till he commit an "offence" again? Can I be that patient?
解开我 最神秘的等待
星星坠落 风在吹动
终於再将你拥入怀中
两颗心 颤抖
相信我 不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我绝不放手
神话