20th July

A busy day due to user move from other site to my site... But early part of the day I not busy with my scope of work... somehow I find by helping others, they will treat me better in return or my "face" value will increase... A good example, if I were to stay, the cleaning supervisor will also stay back with me... maybe due to I always help him out just like helping him to find keys today.. I hope how they treat or give "face" to me, they will also do the same to her... even when I not around..

Since the guy first job, his performance had been quite good.. Within 3 months, he had overtake his colleague to become the building manager and he is also the youngest among the whole team of building managers. With less than 6 month experience, he is been task to handle a 1.3 million A&A project.. He had also become the longest building manager for that particular building as there are many problems with the site.. Imagine a site that change 8 managers in a year... He had managed to solve the problems one by one... During his one and a half stay there, he had done a total of 1.7 million worth of project which is one of the highest in the whole team and not to mentioned all the outstanding problems been solved... but the management say his performance is just satisfactory and no increment or bonus... he quit.... Then he found a short term job which only last for a month...

After which, he found his third job which is doing outsource FM for a investment bank. His role is been switched from total FM to M&E focus.. Without a technical trained background, this job seem to be a challenge to him.. especially when inside a bank, M&E is very critical, advanced and complicated. Everything seem strange to him, his superior only tell him to follow vendor around and handed him a set of drawing to study. He told him anything he don't know, can go and ask him... But the problem is he also not sure what he is suppose to know, so he just learn whatever he could... After 6 months, his superior told him he is transferring back to the main office, there will be someone to cover him but he will be the lead engineer instead of that newcomer.. This cause a fear in him as he scare without his superior around and he is quite inexperienced, he might not be capable to handle the bank front office alone.. Around 1 month later, his superior gone... left only him around.. he learn and work as the time goes by... maybe he is lucky, he managed to overcome one obstacle by another.. completing the task and challenging difficulties from the client, win the support of his vendor.. and eventually overtaking all his same level colleagues in terms of technical knowledge.. become the youngest to handle a site alone.. not only familiar with his site but also another nearby new site... his keen learning has let him to be able to complete the whole power shutdown testing...

Slowly, the site seem to be going on well with him around... Many people including the client managers, say that he got bright future and staying in his current role will only diminish his career prospect.. They told him that a managerial role shouldn't be a problem to him and advise him to move on and he had planned to do so... But when that time is getting closer, a girl was transferred to his site... Initially, that doesn't affect his plan but since don't know when, he start to have feelings for her and drop the idea of career advancement and choose to stay back for her... He also done a lot of things that either he long time doesn't do already or he doesn't do before.. just to let her can have a better working environment and relationship with others...

Base on that guy work performance, he seem to have a bright career.. Maybe others think it is a pity for him to give up, but that guy think otherwise.. when he complete the 1.3 million project, when he overcome every challenge, "traps" set by the client, when he complete the whole power shutdown single handedly, not to mention his vendors.. who is there to share his joy, his achievement? when he face difficulties, who is there to lend him a support? now he finally found the girl and hope she can be the one to share his joy and sorrow... No matter how bright the career, without her, is just dim to him...

People say career is the most important to a guy.. If a guy give up his career advancement because of a girl, what does that mean? How will the girl feel?

"我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧"
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