8th July

无惊无险又过一天... Long time never sleep and wake up so early... Sleep at 11, wake up at 530.. tired... Finally experienced back the squeezing inside a train, the last time that I squeeze is during my first job at boon lay... Today is the first time that I can knock off earlier than my normal job.. Hope the next few days is the same.....

I should be happy for having such a not so demanding high key reservist but why am I not feeling this way? Maybe her answer is the thing that is wandering in my mind.. My confidence is like roller coaster, sometime is high and sometime is low... Waiting for her to reply my sms keep me occupied for the day... I wonder does she feel any difference for these few days when I not in the office? Not regarding work matters but personal I mean... Sometime I feel like asking her directly for her decision as I simply can't endure the waiting process anymore but I afraid of the negative outcome.....

Yesterday I also email her the date of her favorite dance performance "The next wave". Even though she only casually mentioned once, I still can remember it clearly. As she is unsure of the performance date for this year, I always keep a look out for her. Will she be touched or surprise to know this?
"我记的有一个人
永远留在我心中
那怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天
爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你
永远不改变……
不管路有多么远
一定会让它实现
我会轻轻在你耳边
对你说……对你说
我爱你……
爱着你……"
老鼠爱大米

Come across this quote somewhere and I wish to let her know
"For the world you are someone but for someone you are the world"