17th July

Not a peaceful day today.. One of the glass inside the office shattered, I believed a person ability can only be shown during emergency or alarms. As I had experienced this before, I can handle the situation calmly... While waiting for the vendor to come and cleared the mess, my security concierge ask me to postphone my plan of throwing letter till the sept shutdown is over.. Although my answer to him is see how, but I already decided to defer my plan till "further notice".. Reason is not because of anything but her...

I thought the night will be ending after dinner when she told me she going to take mrt home.. I wanted to ask her for a drink as it is not easy to be alone with her recently due to "the kid" always so fated to be with us.. But I scare that will make her feel uneasy as I don't know how she will think.. so no choice but to keep quiet and accompany her to mrt.. Luckily upon reaching mrt, she say she wanted to get a drink, then I know the night will be "extend". While drinking at macdonald, we watch and discuss about the drama.. As the aircon is quite cold after some time and she is wearing sleeveless, I suggested to go to the outdoor where it will be warmer. Even though I wanted to continue watching the drama with her but the time is late, so I told her she had to go home after that episode. Don't want to put her in difficult position, I decided not to send her home even though I wanted to..

Tomorrow will be a busy day again.. She is asked to come in the morning but I think she should know that with me around, she can just go for her training and come in the afternoon. And only she has the ability to make me do it for her voluntarily.. So I told her I will cover for her and she agreed.

I really enjoyed the times with her, make me forget all the day problems and doing anything just for that few moments with her is also worthwhile. Human is greedy, now I hoping she isn't meeting "anyone" tomorrow as the work has no fixed completion timing.. but even she meeting "that one", I will also respect her wish and cover for her till the work completed... I can do anything as long as she is happy...
"咖啡麻醉不了孤单 只会让心更烫
哦 都一样 所谓梦想 终究飘飘荡荡
在迷乱的台北流浪 寻找一个幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到妳要的靠岸
　　
这一刻 当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿
爱情早已经开始 思念早已经蔓延"
靠岸