Helping colleague to buy 大中国 mooncake. How I wish I got a chance to carry it to her house one day. I know it will be awkward if I were to buy mooncake for her family now, so I just buy 2 pieces of the yam mooncake and let her bring home. I hope she will know my intention. This week seem to be slow.. Today is just Wednesday. Maybe it is like this when a person doesn't look forward for anything. Sometime I just feel like asking her what is her thinking.. She seem to be planning something but I don't know if I should ask. Will she tell me if I ask? From the surface, it seem like I am of high chance but I don't dare to pin any high expectation as usually it will become disappointment. Can she please don't disappoint me again? I really like her very much and don't wish to miss her.
She wanted to return me the money for concert tickets, but what I had done is not something that can be determine by money. Do she still need to be so calculative to me? Is the value of what I had done in her heart is only measure by money? Sad to say, maybe... I wanted to tell her today, what is money if I can be together with her? But I think it will affect her mood if I were to say.. Just like the song, "One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love".. I think I will go through everyday just like currently, accompany her, chat with her, surprise her, think for her, help her, care for her, etc. Even if I decided to leave, I will do it silently... And it seem like I can't escape any longer...
After today meeting, 2 person is leaving this site for "better prospect". Her boss told me "我看我们也是时候考虑一下了"... I guess if I were to tender, it will somehow affect her boss decision to tender also..
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