29th September

Why this shutdown is so tiring? I feeling more tired than the previous shutdown. Maybe this time is not only physiacal but also mental... I guess no matter how much I do, it will still lose to a verbal "I love you" from him.

I heard the new taking over company practice is they will not offer the same terms as the existing company but lower. If that is really the truth, I guess leaving this site will be less unbearing as someone will be leaving with me. At that time, she no need to be vex over my constant pressure for answer. Me and she will also no need to decide as environment will decide for us to be apart.

Do she want to be like 常在心? She got feeling for 小鲍 but don't want to say. Even when he planned to leave, she still don't ask him to stay or tell him her feeling. And later when he almost got accident, she then show her feeling. Drama is different from real life. In drama, it is preplanned, getting back together is easy. In real life, once it gone, most probably it can't return. If that is what she plan, I also can't say anything but hope she don't regret. Till now, she still didn't tell me anything despite I ask her a few times. In office, she don't want to talk about this. After office hour, she also don't want to say... Since she don't want to face it, I should not forced it. If she want to miss the chance, then let be it... What can I do?

Although I had "announced" my planned leave today, I got a feeling that it will be changed... Maybe I will not wait that long... I will tell her this by then.
最近还好吗 想念的心开不了口
枯想着你有没有好好过 担心着你每天生活
你好吗 最近如何 照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过 不让你担心多一秒
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱着你不要再错过
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空

I can feel she is starting to be more "open" towards me. Is she starting to accept me? Or is I thinking too much again? Can she please tell me?

On the way back home, walk past one of the traditional brand mooncake shophouse and saw a long queue. Queued for quite some time just to buy 2 pieces only...