Busy day today. Work never seem to end. Haven't really touch on shutdown script and half day already gone. Late lunch with her, manager and the kid today. After which we went for dessert and my manager offered to share hers with me. I think if this goes on, it will make me more unbearing to leave. I got this feeling that something is bothering her and she keep a distance when walking back. But when I asked her, she say she all right. Am I thinking too much?
I really hope one day I can enter her life and we can explore places for delicious, famous food, go to places that we never been, enjoying sceneries and letting her taste the dessert that I make. But I know this is only a wish... don't dare to pin too much hope on it...
How long can I suppress my eagerness to know the answer, the urge to ask her questions? Maybe I will suppress till I am tired and leave... Just like today, got a feeling that she is going out after work but I just contain the question of asking where she is going in my heart. Telling myself I don't want to know...
Office had asked me to clear leave as I had 25 days and need to be submitted by next week. Maybe I should really start to plan... Getting tired as times goes... partly is due to the shutdown preparation and "political" issues I had to face within my own team... But no matter how busy or stressful fighting the "war", I still think of her, so I can definitely say that to forget her is impossible even I left...
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