I think the best time to think is during the morning when just wake up, the mind is clear, surrounding is quiet and not in a hurry to do anything, just like this morning, a Sunday morning. I was lazing around in bed since there are no plans for later on... Yesterday never heard anything from her for the whole day, start to feel worry for her. Luckily, she sms me that she got a very bad cramp only and I feel relieved as I know nothing serious happened to her.. I wonder had she told everything to her mum yet? She said it can't be compared for a 2.5 years relationship and I think is right. But after thinking, I am confident to say my feelings for her will be more than what he have for her even though me with her is only a few months. At least, I will not hurt her as much as he do.. Does he understand her as much as I do? I guess she stand a more important place in my heart than what I had thought.. without seeing her since end of Friday, I begin to miss her, always thinking what she is doing...
Decided to find something to do later on and that is making pudding.. If got chance, I will make for her to try... don't know if she will like it....
Yesterday, I let my shift engineer know the client arrangement for this coming shutdown. He also ask why the client had this kind of arrangement and think it is totally unfair to me... If an "outsider" also say this, I think the arrangement is obviously unreasonable...
If I like something, I will not give up easily. But sometime, I still need to face reality.. It seem to tell me no matter how disappointing his reaction to her are, she will only dishearten a bit but after that, she will be back to normal, able to accept the disappointment and not decreasing her like for him.. Should I don't bother too much and start my countdown timer?
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