1st September

Finally September has come and my busy month has start. Today weather is what I like but it cause disturbance to outdoor people as it is rainy. Her shoes got wet on the way back from lunch. I scare she might fall while walking on the slippery floor, how I wish I can hold her hands and walk with her. At the end of the day, I then get know of her leg is still "injured". If I had known earlier, I will change the lunch location to a nearer place, so she can walked lesser.

There is always better person out there but doesn't mean it will be suitable or compatible. To be together, there need to have some chemistry. And I think I had found the one. Maybe after all the "hardship", I will learn to treasure and not give up the plant easily. I don't know how good he treat her, but I know I will treat her the best I can.

Maybe if I really leave the site, all the memories of her will be hidden in some areas of my heart but to forget, I think is impossible, especially after all the efforts I put in. Her impression is too deep in my heart. I don't know if it is the same for her a not... She might be right that there is an "initial" stage of unbearing but I know this stage will be extremely long for me...

Last minute of the day, my manager call me to say due to client requirement, all the script that I had prepared need to be changed and asked me if is it possible for me due to the short time frame. When it is not a choice in the first place, why he bother to ask?

I don't know if I were to ask her out, will she still accept my invite? Even though this month is busy, I still want to spend time with her. Hope she can understand me and give me the chance to shower her with care.