Jealous....

I guess they are still the same. Always seen her sms when lunch hour come. After so much happened, didn't it affect them at all? Can they treat it like nothing had happened? I guess they still calling each other at night, sms each other during lunch, going out on sat, staying at his house overnight... Does he know she is going out with me, all the happy moments we had together and she also got feeling for me? Can he really be so "generous" and not bothering by it? Or he just trying to "delay" time? Seriously, if it is me, I can't accept it... I guess she had also bought mooncake for his parents. What does that mean? They still going on fine? Whenever I see mooncake, it will make me think they are still happily together... I am really JEALOUS. I been the "better" choice and treat her better but why I can't be with her? Why??? Feel like asking her if she will be happier if the guy going with her is him. I think I shouldn't let my mood be affected by that now... I should be happy as tonight I am going to the concert with her... Will I got the chance to go with her to next year A Mei concert? Or will I attain an "official status" by then?