4th August

Loving someone is not by echoing the words of love her.. but the action and thinking for her interest.. I would show you that my love for you can go through the test of time and obstacle... Hope you can realised that one day... I know your previous relationship might be a bad experience for you... I will prove you this time will not be the same again.. I had tried to restraint myself since last friday... I scare my love for you will become a pressure to you... I hope one day you can face the reality and choose the one that can really cherish you and give you happiness.. Maybe fate want to test my love for you, that why I had such a hard time to go after you... Maybe this is to teach me that good things don't come easy and I need to treasure it when I got it.....

Why should we always look at things so complicated when everything can be simple? Since a relationship has become stale, why not just let it go? It might be a relief to both parties.. One may think it will be pain and hurt but the truth might not always as one think... If the relationship is not meant to end, even if let it go, it will come back somehow... People often don't treasure things in front of them, only when lost, they will regret... Why regret when they don't cherish the chance they have in the first place? If two person love each other, why would they do something that will hurt the other party? Why bother to think too much when no one knows what is going to happen tomorrow? When two person is happy and have feelings for each other, why can't they be together? Is true that there are many other considerations but if the two is meant to be together, they will be able to overcome one by one including each other flaws.... When one think too much, it will only result the chance to fly away... If one don't try, one will never know.... Just close your eyes and follow your heart, it might lead you the wrong way but you will never regret as you had tried it...

2 nights I had not touched the wine... does that mean I had leave it for good? The main reason I leave it is because I know if I continue drinking, you will be unhappy... I will not do things that irritated you or dislike by you.. I remember you told me why you don't want to start a relationship with colleague as tongues will start to talk and invite gossip which you can't stand... Don't worry about that, we most probably be at different sites by then or even same site, I would draw a line and no one will know about it till it is ripe to be publicized. Why should we keep thinking about this and that? Don't be afraid, let take a step forward and overcome whatever that come to us together... I promised I will be with you...
What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me

But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be my destiny

I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever I believe

Maybe all we need is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe that love will find the way
Destiny