29th August

This can be consider one of the worst shutdown that I ever been. So many hiccups along the way, no communication, wrong instruction given, equipment breakdown, etc. No matter how good beforehand planning is, the possibility of equipment spoilt is always there. We only can hope everything went smooth during the actual event. Maybe the unexpected part is the most dreadful, that why most will try not to be the one to chair, especially for major site. Spending months for the preparation and yet due to some uncontrollable circumstances, the whole shutdown screw up, it might seem disheartening. From next month onwards, it will be a busy month for me as my site shutdown is end of the month. Actually I do not need to be doing all these again if I had follow my initial plan.

2am looking at orchard from the office window, the street seem to have a lonely feeling... same as me... I wonder how she feeling after the things I given her today. I didn't expect her to told me her consideration when I wrote the letter. But as time is drawing nearer for the performance, I had to pass the tickets to her soon.

4am, she told me she will talk to me tomorrow. What will that be? Bad news again? I think is time for me to sleep now since my hair had dried. Next morning, I still need to reach office by 7am... That the bad thing for shutdown...

After our chatting last night, I really hope we will got a chance to start and I am sure I will be a better boyfriend than him. I will face everything and share all her responsibility including to her family. Can she trust me for one time and give me a chance?

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
Only Love