28th August

Another week has gone. Office topic somehow surrounding on "colleague". Maybe me and her is really only fated to be colleague. Surprisingly, I still willing to "teach" and help her. Just like this morning, I knew she will forget to take the signage stand out and eventually I bring it out for her even I have no intention to.

I think I had succeed in looking "lively" today, so as not to make her feel sad. Once I step out of the building, I know I can take down my mask. By now, I should face the reality but I just can't do it. Can someone please tell me what to do?

Had been working late these 2 days... quite tired but I actually don't mind... maybe my subconscious tell me I might not be around soon...