Sunday, October 18, 2009

The simplest shutdown...

The most simplest shutdown I had ever gone through is over. Going back this morning to ensure everything is back to normal.. Even though is simple, it is also another exposure to my experience.. Isn't life is like this? Adding pages to it as time goes by....

IF me and her is together, I guess today will not be as boring... Most probably at this time, I am outside with her.... No matter how I wish things to happen, I still can't forced it... I can put in 101% effort but that doesn't mean I will "win".. Is the same everywhere... All I can do is to keep my finger cross... Maybe he is really her 伯乐... Just like the song below

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个
最后哪一个最让你舍不得
感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的 她们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的 虽然过去了
我们也都经历了
释怀教育著仇恨 和平劝著天下人
故事发生了便住下了 不管好的坏的
你让我成长了 就算是痛得值得
爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个
一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待著下一个
别太多过客祝你早日快乐
离开时别忘了 看看眼前的人
流泪记住了 还是微笑祝福著
伯乐

Up to now, I still asking myself why she want to be with him? If she had chosen me, it will surely be a "brighter and happier" future for her in terms of personal or career... But she want to choose otherwise... That nothing much I can do to change her answer I guess even though I really like her very much... But is there really no chance at all? Maybe by leaving will make me forget about her... What I can do now is to wait for the time to come... Maybe by then, the "consolation" is that I am not leaving alone....

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