11 days passed... Her place in my heart haven't change... Have she give up on me already? Today she is sick. A few moments, I wanted to ask how she is.. Did she took any medicine? But it should be he to ask and not me...
Office doesn't seem any difference without her, and I am feeling "better" as I don't need to deliberate put on my "heartless" side, afraid that I will accidentally show my true side. I can be back to normal, have breakfast, "suaning", attend complaints, lunch, chatting, etc with her boss, no need to beware of anything. Think I need to change my leave planning again as her boss ask me to be around when she go overseas... Is that a compliment for my "importance"? I wonder will her boss say the same thing if others leave clash with her? Then her boss asked me why don't I go overseas together with her family.... What a joke...
I think I should "perfect" back my 3 principle, 快，狠，准 (efficient, resolute, accurate). Base on this, I think my working ability will improve... I thought I can also guide her along but I can't find the reason to do it now... If she want to take a step forward, I will be there for her... But I don't think she will want to... Anyway, according to what I and her boss had foreseen, last day of this year will most probably be the last day that we will be around... The usual new year party will become the farewell party for this year...
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