3rd day "without" her. Got an unusual feeling today for not bchat with her but somehow time just went past... Ask her wanted to join me and another colleague for lunch but she rejected, saying she wanted to buy some stuff. I guess if nothing happened, she will ask me to go with her.
Sometime I really envy her. To me, her working ability isn't greater than me but due to her appointment, she always got the "recognition" and oppounities to learn more stuff. When problem arise, then I will be remember. Why is it always like this? I swear I will not remain behind the backstage forever... I think the only solution is to leave this place...
Shaking leg everyday in office, got a feeling like counting the number of days left.. Her boss ask me how is the "status" and I just answer "waiting". On our way back home, we talked about the same topic again and booked the restaurant for their tomorrow lunch. This restaurant her boss had treat me on Dec 06 when I just joined this job for 3 months. Time passed so quickly...
Have she still come to read my blog? Does she know I still like her very much? There is another girl that I can woo but I know the feeling is just not there. I admit her appearance is better but her character is just not the one I looking for. I think I shouldn't waste this girl time... Anyway, I am used to been alone... Lonliness, my long time friend had came back to me...
Why in the past, she didn't online as often? These 2 days, I always saw her online but I just remain offline... Don't want to soften my heart again. Wanted to send her a good night sms but I hold back... I should continue to "endure" till I left... Stop bringing misery to others... I had start all these troubles, so I will be the one to end it...
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