Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Should I leave?

1 more day to her graduation. She must be very happy. Finally the day has come. As her boyfriend, I think he will be there to spend the memorable moment with her, presenting her flowers, arrange a venue for dinner to celebrate... That what I will do but sadly, I don't have the chance...

My hopeless seem to be increasing with the days went past... What should I do? Have I lost already? I don't know why but I just can't "tolerate" she and him still going on fine... Am I really can't replace him? If there is any difficulties or hardship, she can just tell me, I will face it with her...

Funny... Recently got people ask me to go clubbing. Not only one but two and is girls somemore... But I rejected. If it is she that asked, I will surely say yes. Don't know why, I find it pointless to do anything except with her around.

I feel the time has come... Got a feeling to tender today after I saw her and him still sms-ing... To me, she don't have the intention of giving him up... For me to make a decision is difficult, as my next job is an unknown. But for her to make a decision is not that hard, when she leave him, there is a "better" guy waiting for her. I just don't understand why....

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