Wednesday, October 14, 2009

14th October

Another day went past.... Nothing much happened today... She seem tired and most of the time remain quiet... I think she is just too tired due to the cold and nothing else on him... Better don't think too much... A few times, I wanted to ask her if she is feeling unwell from the cold but in the end, I just put up my "don't care" face... Up to now, I still think we are suitable for each other but.... I can't deny my work ability is not that bad, a guy that do household chores, just like watching dishes at the pantry today and inside the lift during knocking off, a user seem surprise when I discuss with the site manager on cooking issue... Why don't she want to be with a "good" guy like me? I can say that my heart is still open to her now, waiting for her to give me a chance...

Her boss tell me to "work hard" when she saw a wedding invitation card. Isn't I working very hard? Just that the girl don't want me... What is her intention of telling me? Does she hinting that my career is stable and I am a "good" guy, so finding a girlfriend shouldn't be a problem?

Work seem slack to me... Whole day nothing to do and end up doing jobs that doesn't belong to me.... But due to I had "hands on", I can reveal much more opinions from different angles... After these few days, it seem like there is still a gap between her level and the level of me and her boss... But given this situation, I am not required to help her to "bridge" to our level... I should just concentrate on my own career and bring it to further height...

She is online tonight again but as usual, I just remain offline again... I guess she will feel better this way... no need to think too much.... just him only....

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