Mid autumn festival today.. 但愿人长久，千里共嫦娟. She and him will be together to celebrate this festival for couple...
Maybe I too understand you, I know you will still have no answer (or I rather say be with him), I had already start my "plan" as per your boss "advice" which I didn't told you yesterday. I am just waiting for the time to come... Even though I expected your outcome, but I still want to deceive myself that after this 2 weeks, your thinking is different and you and him is already on "breakup" mood and ready to break at any moment. I just refuse to accept the fact that you 2 still going on as normal. You keep saying I shouldn't fall for you but isn't it too late to say now. The fact now is I like you and you also like me.
You say he will be sad when breakup but you also agree I put in more effort than him despite the shorter time duration. You know I will be more sad than him if I let you go? You say you like him that why you can't let go, but you also like me and you can let me go? I know changing your thinking is hard and if not been forced, you will not bother. I think the answer is with him, if he can't initiate breakup, you will just stay with him. Sad to say, I can't wait for so long. If you don't want to leave him, I have no choice but accept. I will leave when the time comes.
Maybe is fate, after last night talking, today your boss and me will be alone in the morning, I think we will discuss on the "hot" topic again... To you, the new company coming in now is a disaster. To me, it might be a blessing in disguise, putting an end to everything. I think your unbearing when me and your boss or even your admin support leaving is just those "normal" type. I guess I had read too much into it, thinking your unbearing to me will be more than the other 2. No matter how sad or unbearing, I still had to let go, right?
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