27th June

After 19 days, today is the first day that we didn't meet... msn with her last night till 145am, I think that is an unusual timing for her as she always sleep at 11+, so am I consider lucky? Hehe...

Today a busy day for me as samsung hub power shutdown. But as this is not my site, I am suppose to play as a supporting role. In the end, I do almost all the isolation, shutdown, maintenance servicing checking, powering up and start to direct the later part of the integrated system testing due to the site engineer too slow... Unintentionally, I challenge my manager and he lose.. Haha.. Somehow I feel that this shutdown is meant for me to perform.. I grade myself 8 out of 10...

My vendor told me they are quite many FM job in the market and base on my "work ability", I don't need to suffer under my manager. Then they ask me when I going to switch job. I wanted to reply at that moment I will stay here for the sake of a gal.. It sound foolish, doesn't it? But I just can't explain why... Just spending time with her will make me feel contented even watching her silently by her side. I don't understand why her boyfriend can bear to meet her for only 1 time per week and she still can tolerate....
"Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life well always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Youre here, theres nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
Well stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on"

She gone to watch the magic performance at central tonight. I wish I am the one beside her but I know this can't be happening as her sat night is reserved for someone... It will be good if she still unattached, I will shower her with care and concern and shelter anything for her. Why a simple gal like her can make me do so much for her? Fate?