22nd June

I realised that since she transferred to this site, I had stopped bringing laptop, cut down many tea break and lunch session with my boss. Instead, I would stay in the office, waiting to answer any inquiry she had or follow up any work with her.

She had passed her final exam today. I think I am the first few that get to know the news. Thinking of how should I celebrate with her... Maybe rope in my shift engineer also, so it will not be so awkward... But why am I treating her like she is unattached? Is it because from her expression, I always sensed that something is bothering her and portraying a troubled feeling? Even my friend that had lunch with her for a few times only, also sensed that.

Even when we are not doing anything, just by watching her silently or following behind her, I will still feel a sense of happiness. Wonder if she feel the same?

There are many common likes and similarities between us including stuff that can have 1001 varieties, such as signature. I noticed hers is at least 90% similar to mine. Does this mean affinity? As time goes by, I find out she seem to fulfill most of of the requirement of what I looking for.
My requirement:
1. Non christian
2. Preferable cantonese sounded
3. Same interest; watch tvb, taiwan variety show, play mahjong, etc.
4. Similar field, so can have more topic and understand each other work commitment, especially my current job field always got last minute happening..
5. Not a frequent clubber
6. Non smoker
7. Do household chores, not always but at least know how to do
8. Live nearby
9. Preferable younger than me and not must not taller than me
10. Independent at times

What should I do? To tell the truth or just bury it in my heart?