22nd June

When going to knock off, I summon my courage and ask her if wed night she is free and asked her out for dinner to celebrate her graduation. She agreed. Actually that day my duty engineer happened to be her friend, my initial intention is to rope him in also, but just to "test water", I never mentioned he is going also.. She agreed even though just the two of us going out, so what does that mean to her? Normal friend celebrating her graduation?

Thinking she will spend tonight celebrating with her boyfriend, she told me she is not celebrating. But she is going to harbourfront instead of home, so I waited with her for her bus to come.. I am curious why she is going there, if she is going there to celebrate with her boyfriend, why she don't tell me frankly?

I think it is already quite obvious that I got feelings for her after all those "small action" I do:
1. Talking to her in gentle tone
2. Always stay by her side when walking or sitting down
3. Always stay back with her and knock off together
4. Accompany her around especially during weekends
5. Wait with her for her bus/cab to arrive
6. Deliberately go back to office to meet her on weekends
7. Always find topics to chat with her
8. Accompany her during her meals

Don't tell me she think all these actions will be done by a normal friend??

If there is a machine that can bring back to the time before they kicked off, how good will it be, I will not feel so troubled liao....