21th June

Today is no different from yesterday.. I still need to go back office to reset back some system but main reason I went back is because she also going back.. When everything almost finished, she still hanging around, first thought that came to my mind is she most probably waiting for her boyfriend to come, so I also hanged around with her. When we going off, she then told me she is going home, naturally I walked with her to find a cab. I suggested as the time is still early, we go central to take a walk, she rejected but she told me she will walked with me to central and took a cab from there. As usual, we chat and joke along the way. The reason why she want to go home is because she already planned to iron a few weeks of clothing...

I don't know why but I got an urge to find out more about her relationship, I had a feeling that she is not really that happy. Maybe it is my wishful thinking, I feel that if I were to bare my feelings for her, I might stand a chance... I still can't figure out a reason why an attached gal would go out with a guy that treat her so "special", behave like a couple? I also noticed that she don't demand much from her boyfriend beside occasionally sms-ing, weekdays she also no meet him for dinner or anything.. Maybe it is like what my friend had said, their relationship is on the rocks, already quite dull and she is just holding on.. I hope that is true even though it is a evil thought... haha..

There are a lot of things that I planned to talk with her but upon seeing her, I forgot what I want to say, words just can't come out from my mouth... haiz....