15th December

So fast, a week had passed since manager left... everything seem to be still going on fine... but I know I can't work smoothly... something seem to be "obstructing", maybe is because I can't really exercise what I am capable of...

The only difference now is I am "reporting" to another person in office... manager still in contact with me.. almost everyday... often meeting her for kopi break.. The new account manager seem quite ok to me... conversation with her had been increasing as days goes by..

After manager left, I released I had been holding my capability in the past... Should I fully unleashed it? The whole team seem to be within my control, can I perform as good as my manager?

8th December

Finally this day has come after talking for so long... I hate the feeling of parting but yet I had to experience again and again... Today my site manager finally left the place... the place where we spent 3+ years to setup, maintain... We often see people come and go and today is her turn.... I can feel many people can't bear her to go especially when I walk around the site with her the whole morning. I feel sad when she bidding goodbye to others... the past 3 years seem like gone so fast... watching the site from nothing to become operational office... Looking back, our bonding seem to get more close a few months back... I had somehow become her right hand man and her lunch partner... Anything we will confide to each other...

She had leave me a few tasks to follow up, but these tasks seem to be easy to me... I guess she also know that but due to some "issue", she is unable to let me handle others even though she know I am capable to do that.... too bad....

Somehow her "departure" had let my interaction with others increase... Is that a blessing in disguise??

I got a feeling that we will still be the same... just that we aren't meeting each other in office everyday but our sms and occasionally meeting for meals will still continue...

Her "last" lunch with me alone.. Should I feel honor? I guess I will receive new "updates" from her soon and I will be the only one in the office...